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HONEY MOON
SUSAN ELIZABETH PHILLIPS
Copyright © 1993 by Susan Elizabeth Phillips
ISBN: 0-671-73593-4
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21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 Epilogue
In memory of my father
A great roller coaster makes you find God when you ride it.
—Anonymous
The
Lift Hill
1980-1982
1
All that spring Honey prayed to Walt Disney. From her bedroom in the rear of the rusty old trailer
that sat in a clump of pines behind the third hill of the Black Thunder roller coaster, she prayed to
God and Walt and sometimes even Jesus in hopes that one of those powerful heavenly figures would
help her out. With her arms resting on the bent track that held the room's only window, she gazed
out through the sagging screen at the patch of night sky just visible over the tops of the pines.
"Mr. Disney, it's Honey again. I know that the Silver Lake Amusement Park doesn't look like much
right now with the water level down so far you can see all the stumps and with the Bobby Lee sitting
on the bottom of the lake right at the end of the dock. Maybe we haven't had more than a hundred
people through the park in the past week, but that doesn't mean things have to stay this way."
Ever since the Paxawatchie County Democrat had printed the rumor that the Walt Disney people
were thinking about buying the Silver Lake Amusement Park as a location for a South Carolina
version of Disney World, Honey hadn't been able to think of anything else. She was sixteen years old,
and she knew that praying to Mr. Disney was a childish thing to do (not to mention questionable
theology for a Southern Baptist), but circumstances had made her desperate.
Now she ticked off the advantages she wanted Mr. Disney to consider. "We're only an hour from the
interstate. And with some good directional signs, everybody on their way to Myrtle Beach would be
sure to stop here with their kids. If you don't count the mosquitoes and the humidity, the climate is
good. The lake could be real pretty if your employees made the Purlex Paint Company stop dumping
their toxics in it. And those people who are carrying on your business now that you're dead could buy
it real cheap. Could you use your influence with them? Could you somehow make them understand
that the Silver Lake Amusement Park is just what they're looking for?"
Her aunt's thin, listless voice interrupted Honey's combination of prayer and sales presentation.
"Who're you talkin' to, Honey? You don't have a boy in that bedroom, do you?"
"Yeah, Sophie," Honey replied with a grin. "I got about a dozen in here. And one of 'em is gettin'
ready
to show me his dingdong."
"Oh, my, Honey. I don't think you should talk like that. It's not nice."
"Sorry." Honey knew she shouldn't bait Sophie, but she liked it when her aunt fussed over her. It
didn't happen very often, and nothing ever came of it, but when Sophie fussed, Honey could almost
pretend
she was her real mother instead of her aunt.
A burst of laughter sounded from the next room as the Tonight Show audience responded to one of
Johnny's jokes about peanuts and President Carter. Sophie always had the television on. She said it
kept her from missing Uncle Earl's voice.
Earl Booker had died a year and a half ago, leaving Sophie the owner of the Silver Lake Amusement
Park. She hadn't exactly been a ball of fire when he was alive, but it was even worse now that he was
dead, and Honey was pretty much in charge of things. As she drew back from the window, she knew
it wouldn't be much longer before Sophie fell asleep. She never lasted much past midnight even
though she hardly ever got out of bed before noon.
Honey propped herself up against the pillows. The trailer was hot and airless. Despite the fact that
she was wearing only an orange Budweiser T-shirt and a pair of underpants, she couldn't get
comfortable. They used to have a window air conditioner, but it had broken down two summers ago
just like everything else, and they couldn't afford to replace it.
Honey glanced at the dial on the clock sitting next to the bed she shared with Sophie's daughter,
Chantal, and felt a twinge of alarm. Her cousin should have been home by now. It was Monday night,
the park was closed, and there wasn't anything to do. Chantal was central to Honey's backup plan if
Mr. Disney's employees didn't buy the park, and Honey couldn't afford to misplace her cousin, not
even for an evening.
Swinging her feet down off the bed onto the cracked linoleum, she reached for the pair of faded red
shorts she'd worn that day. She was small-boned, barely five feet tall, and the shorts were hand-me-
downs from Chantal. They were too big for her hips and hung in baggy folds that made her toothpick
legs seem even skinnier than they were. But vanity was one of the few faults Honey didn't possess,
so she paid no attention.
Although Honey couldn't see it herself, she in fact had some cause for vanity. She had thickly lashed
light blue eyes topped by dark slashes of brow. Her heart-shaped face held small cheekbones dusted
with freckles and a pert little excuse for a nose. But she hadn't quite grown into her mouth, which
was wide and framed by full lips that always reminded her of a big old sucker fish. For as long as she
could remember, she had hated the way she looked, and not just because people had mistaken her
for a boy until her small breasts had poked through, but because no one wanted to take a person
seriously who looked so much like a child. Since Honey very much needed to be taken seriously, she
had done her best to disguise every one of her physical assets with a perpetually hostile scowl and a
generally belligerent attitude.
After slipping on a pair of flattened blue rubber flip-flops that had long ago conformed to the
bottoms of her feet, she shoved her hands through her short, chewed hair. She performed this action
not to straighten it but to scratch a mosquito bite on her scalp. Her hair was light brown, exactly the
same color as her name. It liked to curl, but she seldom gave it the opportunity. Instead, she cut it
whenever it got in her way, using whatever reasonably sharp implement happened to be handy: a
pocketknife, a pair of pinking shears, and, on one unfortunate occasion, a fish sealer.
She closed the door behind her as she slipped out into a short, narrow hallway carpeted with an
indoor-outdoor remnant patterned in brown and gold lozenges that also covered the uneven floor in
the combination living and eating area. Just as she had predicted, Sophie had fallen asleep on an old
couch upholstered in a worn tan fabric printed with faded tavern signs, American eagles, and
thirteen-star flags. The perm Chantal had given her mother hadn't turned out too well, and Sophie's
thin salt-and-pepper hair looked dry and vaguely electrified. She was overweight, and her knit top
outlined breasts that had fallen like water balloons to opposite sides of her body.
Honey regarded her aunt with a familiar combination of exasperation and love. Sophie Moon Booker
was the one who should have been worrying about her daughter's whereabouts, not Honey. She was
the one who should have been thinking about how they were going to pay all those bills that were
piling up and how they were going to keep their family together without falling into the peckerhead
welfare system. But Honey knew that getting mad at Sophie was just like getting mad at Sophie's
daughter, Chantal. It didn't do any good.
"I'm going out for a while."
Sophie snorted in her sleep.
The night air was heavy with humidity as Honey jumped down off the crumbling concrete step. The
trailer's exterior was a particularly jarring shade of robin's-egg blue, improved only by the dulling film
of age. Her flip-flops sank into the sand, and grit settled between her toes. As she moved away from
the trailer, she sniffed. The June night smelled like pine, creosote, and the disinfectant they used in
the toilets. All of those smells were overlaid by the distant, musty scent of Silver Lake.
As she passed beneath a series of weathered Southern yellow-pine support columns, she shoved her
hands in the pockets of her shorts and told herself that this time she would keep going. This time she
wouldn't stop and look. Looking made her think, and thinking made her feel like the inside of a week-
old bait bucket. She moved doggedly ahead for another minute, but then she stopped anyway.
Turning back the way she had come, she craned her neck and let her gaze move along the sweeping
length of Black Thunder.
The roller coaster's massive wooden frame stood silhouetted against the night sky like the skeleton
of a prehistoric dinosaur. Her eyes traveled up the steep incline of Black Thunder's mountainous lift
hill and down that heart-stopping sixty-degree drop. She traced the slopes of the next two hills with
their chilling dips all the way to the final spiral that twisted down in a nightmare whirlpool over Silver
Lake itself. Her heart ached with an awful combination of yearning and bitterness as she took in the
three hills and the steeply banked death spiral. Everything had begun to go wrong for them the
summer Black Thunder had stopped running.
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